If my heart is a flower,
Then you are the soil from which I grow.
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Every time you smile,
I feel like I’m drowning into your warmth.
Every time I hear you talk,
I feel like I’m listening to a beautiful melody.
Every morning when the sun spills into my room,
I stand by the window and let the sun bathe my skin.
I get this sensation that you’re hugging me tightly.
Ever night when the sun sinks into the ground,
I wait for the sky to turn black, the stars to shine and the moon to appear.
Because I will know that you are watching me and whispering “I love you”.
Every time you say “I love you”
I would close my eyes and let those words wash me away.
Every time you get upset or angry,
I would cry and feel a piece of me has disappeared.
Every morning when I wake up,
I would be reluctant to hear your voice,
Because every word you speak becomes a precious memory.
I feel pressured. I feel confused. I feel sad.
I close my eyes and a whole new world begins.
I open my eyes and that world falls apart.
Running. Turning back. Looking forward.
My feet sink in the dirt as the rain falls.
Out of breath, the road never ends.
Thoughts. Questions. No answers.
My mind thinks, forgets and then regrets.
I want to move on. Start over again. But I’m still a question mark.
Status. Identity. Future.
Am I ready? But I can’t move.
Am I slow? But I know what to do.
Weak. Bound. Powerless.
I can do anything. But can’t touch.
I can think. But can’t produce.
I live, but can’t breathe.
I dream, but can’t pursue.
I am perfectly alive, but die every second.
This reality has become a fantasy.
This reality feels unbelievable.
This reality has become a dream.
This reality feels unbearable.
My mind and heart are now one.
My body and soul are now one.
All together creating a new world.
All together changing my beliefs.
My love, you have caught all my tears.
My love, you gave my smiles a new definition.
My love, you have brought my pieces as one.
My love, you have tied me fully to yourself.
I am yours.
You are mine.
Half my heart is you.
Half your heart is me.
Imagine both halves separate.
Imagine both halves cringing in pain.
Imagine both halves dying to see each other.
Imagine both halves thirsty for love.
I can’t feel my heart,
There is an empty spot waiting to be filled.
I can’t feel the beats.
There is no rhythm if you are not here.
I’m the ocean and you’re the ship.
My currents take you in different turns.
I love you but, I throw you in dilemmas.
Unintentionally I hurt you, but my heart yearns for you.
My tears trail down my cheeks, my heart thumps in rapid beats.
My mind swirls and my words choke me to death.
I love you … I love you … I love you.
Whatever I say will only go through one ear out the other.
I didn’t mean what I did, again I will say – it was not intended.
Sorry, I didn’t think about you. I didn’t suppose you would take it like that.
I am speechless; I don’t know how to tell you my feelings.
I love you – doesn’t seem to be enough to explain what I go through.
I swear to death, that every second of my life is poison.
I need to see you. I need to hear your voice. I need you.
My smile turns emotionless. My blood feels cold. I am a stone.
I can’t sleep at night. I can’t eat at times. Everything is bleak.
My heart is dedicated to you.
Trust blooms love, honesty tightens the bond.
This misunderstanding I’ve created has brought clouds of doubt.
And I will only blame myself. I am pitiful. I am a failure.
If what I do still hurts, then let me go.
Don’t leave the decision to me. I can’t leave you.
I have nothing else to say.
I have nothing else to say.
Love swims through the waves; I just hope I don’t get us stuck against one.
Love is a boat that has its ups and downs; I just hope that I don’t drown us forever.
I know sorry isn’t enough, but my heart is crying.
I know trying isn’t enough, but I’m struggling.
My shell is still breaking, not broken.
My skin is still shedding, not fully shed.
If there goes a day without seeing you, hearing you and talking to you,
My heart will scream in pain.
My mind will tremble in fear.
This dream I see of us, I wish it never ends.
This vision I see of us, I wish it never blurs.
You say you will never leave me.
Then why do you doubt my love?
You say I am your world.
Then why do those words feel so empty?
If you need space then take all you need,
Because I believe there is a chance.
Because I believe you will come back.
Friendship is not a word in my dictionary. It is a two faced coin which shows no shame nor mercy. ~Megha
Listen to the birds singing.
They chipper. They fly.
Watch them escape happily.
Unaware of the language they spoke.
Twitting a song beautifully composed.
Dancing together, weaving a life that is yet to spring.
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Unaware of the emotions they illustrate.
Fighting for one another, feelings exposed.
snuggling like a bird with its lover in its own world.
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This simple connection I didn’t notice
This simple bond I didn’t understand.
These two love birds I always saw on my tree.
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This simple life they created is serene.
This simple fondness they held for each other.
These two love birds I call my own.
I am holding my life in my hands.
The wind is pushing the kite forward.
But I see a bird in a distance flying towards it.
On its way across my kite, it claws it and rips it away.
Now I’m holding a falling thin string and my eyes follow it.
It’s too late. It already hit the ground.
